Sunday, June 8, 2014

The breakdown takedown

i guess its kind of sad
that i cant handle crisis
and its true, im mad
but i just cant live like this

i belong outside of these
stifling restrictions
somewhere i can endulge in
my unhealthy addictions

i long
to not give a care
but strive to 
make my way there

caught in the middle of
a demise and an uprise
trying to decide 
if i truly favor moonrise

caught in the middle of 
a breakdown and a takedown
i cant decide if i love
or immensely loathe the countdown

flying is for the trapped
eventually theyll come down
so i would rather swim
knowning that i wont drown

i want to be caught
just to get the satisfaction
the war that is fought
is to win a reaction

adrenaline
is my
heroine

cold air
is my 
loving stare

i guess its kind of sad
that i cant handle crisis
and it true: im mad
but i just cant live like this

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